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At the time of the
Ultimate Accident, there came to the author an awareness of the
possibility of creating a gentle
phoenix. The concept of a gentle phoenix concerned the
possibility of a faster, gentler and easier way for individuals to
recreate themselves That is, to claim
our birthright as being of unlimited creativity and to recreate
our life. We each need to recreate ourselves much like the Lion Cub
in the Story of the Lion Cub in the discussion the “Human
Conditions as seen from the Creativity Perspective.” We need to
recreate ourselves to either manifest what we desired in our life or
to live more in alignment with the truth of our being and the
intention for our life. It was a
faster, gentler and easier way as compared to the methods and
approaches currently used and available and/or used in the past.
Such a way was found and the finding are compiled on the web site
entitled “Gentle
Phoenix Creative Guidelines.”
This concept and the possibility of creating such a gentle phoenix
became the
single point focus for the author’s life. The author knew of
nothing more wonderful than the possibility of making life a little
more gentler and easier for people to claim their birthright or to
create what they desire. Yet, he had no idea what so ever of how
such a thing could be created and what would be required. It truly
as a creative endeavor into the unknown. In many ways it provided
the single greatest frustration that author every experienced. All
he could do was totally surrender to the creative process. That in
turn, required him to surrender his life to the creative effort.
That surrender was probably the single thing that was most
responsible for the destruction of his ego and his past.
The
Ultimate Accident shattered his ego and how he understood
Creation worked. But our ego fragments are tremendously adept at
reconstituting themselves if they are given the space to do so. Our
inherent ability to reconstitute ourselves is the essence of the
phoenix process of which we all are adept and doing, at least on
a subconscious level. Surrendering to the possibility of creating a
gentle phoenix prevented any re-emergence of his ego based on his
past. The evolution nature of the creative process and the
requirement to surrender to the process kept the ego from
reconstituting itself based on the past for he had to continually
step out of his mind to explore the unknown.
We cannot escape the ego. It will never leave us for it is the
vehicle which consciousness uses to experience its creation. To
think we can escape and/or transcend it and experience
Creation/creation is simply the illusion of mind. The question is,
“How do we construct the ego we have and do we allow our ego to
change to create something different?” For the author to find a way
to create a gentle phoenix, his ego as constructed by his past and
the experiences of his life had to die. A new ego had to be reborn
and constructed that allowed for the possibility of a gentle phoenix
if he were to find such a thing. He had to become the phoenix.
To recreate ourselves, we become both the phoenix and the scarab.
The phoenix destroys itself to rise out of the ashes in a new life.
The dung beetle, a sacred symbol of ancient Egypt simply eat what is
excreted by life, which is our past, and takes from it what can be
used to create a new life. The creation process will do this for us
if we surrender to the process.
The
creation process to which the author surrendered was directed
toward obtaining the
set
of minimum set of requisite experience to understand each of the
piece of the puzzle that were needed to create that gentle phoenix.
In the process of exploring those pieces the author ego’s had to
change to accommodate the exploration that was required. The path
that needed to be taken could only be felt in the moment and known
by mind only in hindsight. He was continually out of mind and what
mind wanted so ego was always at a lost to define itself. It was as
an unfoldment and an evolution where he was lead by the process. For
the duration of this process there was only one thing the author
could do. All he could was hold a
single point focus to create that gentle phoenix, become
extremely mindful and aware as the Universe presented the
information and understanding, step out of mind and surrender to
whatever was required by what surfaced that lead toward that gentle
phoenix. All he could do was feel his way. In essence he was blinded
and could not see where to go. He had to feel his way.
He had to be aware, awake and alert to capture the understanding and
to be free to act as required, when required. To be available to do
this, the evolution of the material essentially required him to
withdrawal from much of life to be ready to either write what came
to him or have the experience which give rise to another piece of
understanding. The author was routinely lead to experiences which
allowed him to gain the understanding that was required.
Yet, more often than not he had no idea as to how to proceed. Each
night as he went to sleep, he asked what do he need to do to find a
way to create a gentle phoenix and what he had to do to create it.
He then needed to surrender to what arose in his
intuitive guidance as to how to proceed. The journey was a path
of surrender in all ways. In many ways it was if the author was
pregnant and what needed to occur was well beyond his mental
control. He had to give to the creation all that was required by the
creation. He could not give what he wanted to give. He had to give
what was required by the creation.
The writing which you read was very much a surrender to what needed
to be said. The material evolved and unfolded. The author knew he
needed to write but he routinely said, “I don’t know what to write.”
He would simply stared at a blank sheet of paper or a blank computer
screen. Then, before he realize it, he was writing and he was often
astounded by what he had accessed and written.
Some would say that he was channeling and/or communicating with non
physical entities. However that was not the case. He was very aware
he was only accessing information that lied within his own being. He
only needed to create the proper space for it to come out. More
often than not, the proper space was surrender. Surrendering to what
needed to be done in the moment, completely out of mind and any
thinking, judging and/or expectation as to what was happening.
In reflecting on the journey, three comments can be made about the
unfoldment of the concepts and understanding within the Releasing
Your Unlimited Creativity material .
The first is that it was as if a seed condition was created and
planted in the author at the time of the
Ultimate Accident. At the time of the Ultimate Accident there
was a personal experience of oneness/Oneness and the
author was imprinted with the experience of the Source that took
time to digest. But along with this imprint of the Source, the
author was also impregnated with an understanding inserted into the
fertile ground created by the experience of the Source.
There was a seed that was planted and impregnated within the author
based on the intention held by the author at the time he experienced
the
Ultimate Accident. At the time he was intent of finding a way to
free in another what was
symbolized in their heart. He was
looking
for an alternative way to live life. A way that could provide
for more joy and satisfaction that could be given to people that
what he was seeing the lives of the people he encountered in the
workplace. That seed took the form recognized by his conscious mind
as a gentle phoenix. It was birthed eight months later as the
awareness that we each possessed and inherent unlimited creativity
that could be used to recreate ourselves and manifest what we
desire.
Unknown to the author at the time, what he experienced and writes in
the previous paragraph is a key step in the creation process that we
routinely use subconsciously to create the experiences we have. That
is, we unknowingly return to the
source/Source of our being and insert in that fertile space a
composite intention of all the intentions we hold when we have the
experience of the source/Source. That seed condition then grows and
unfolds within our being cause us to have certain types and kinds of
experiences.
What was different about the author’s experience was that he latched
onto the awareness of the possibility of creating a gentle phoenix
because of the composite intentions he held.
He felt the passion and energy that went with such an intention.
He then simply used his
internal compass to follow it. Since the concept of an gentle
phoenix was so appealing to his mind, he made it both a
conscious and subconscious single point focus for his life. If
it had not been appealing to his mind, the flow of energy would have
still been there and it would have had to flow to dissipation one
way or another. Rather than it flowing to an unconscious
dissipation, he allowed it to flow consciously. By holding a
conscious mental focus on the concept of a gentle phoenix, he also
continually fueled and nurtured its creation and unfoldment. In the
end, the author was lead to the understand of how such a gentle
phoenix could be created.
The essential piece to create that gentle phoenix was birth into the
author’s awareness eight months later as the awareness that we are
beings of unlimited creativity. We need to access and release that
unlimited creativity if we are going to get conscious control of
what we experience in life. That awareness coupled with the single
point focus as to the possibility of creating a gentle phoenix set a
trajectory that grew and unfolded into both the
Releasing Your Unlimited Creativity Technology that provides the
foundation for creating a gentle phoenix.
Yet although a trajectory was set, it was no where near a straight
line going from one point to another. Rather the growth and
unfoldment was both a spiral and onion like in its nature. It was
spiral like in that there was a continual circling around revisiting
older topics at deeper and deeper levels with a new awareness with
the end seemingly never in sight. It was onion like in that each
revisit was at a new level of understanding as if another layer was
peeled off as you would peal the layers of an onion or another
curtain or veil was removed. The question was, “When will it end?”
The end came in the awareness of how to create a gentle phoenix
outlined on the “Gentle
Phoenix Creative Guidelines” web site.
Throughout this journey it was about growing and unfolding. It could
not be forced. The author had to surrender to the understanding and
allow it to come out at its own pace. There was nothing he could to
do accelerate it. If he tried to do what his mind thought should be
done, he simply diverted his energy and had to go back to where the
diversion started. First things needed to be done first and if he
stepped off the path he had to go back to where he stepped off.
In many ways the author did not see the importance of journey
itself. Only when he went back over his life looking for the origins
of the understanding of the material on the web sites did he see
certain links and interconnections. Only then could he exactly see
where those insights come from and how long it took for certain
realization to surface in his awareness. In time, we came to observe
how the outer was really reflecting the inner all through the
process at a subconscious level. But most importantly he came to
realize there was a subconscious direction for the his life. It was
his mystical path and he began to see how it became reflected
outwardly. It was when that mystical path become reflected outwardly
the awareness surface. The more he let his mystical side surface the
greater the awareness which arose. But he had to surrender even when
the outer world was calling him to do otherwise.
There is one note that does need to be made here about the growth
and evolution of this understanding. There are undercurrents and
there are deep undercurrents of energy which give rise to the
experiences we have. Some appear circular that seemed to repeat
themselves where as others are more of a spiral. Others or move of a
trajectory that flow from one point to another not necessarily in a
straight line. Some seem to take on a life of their own. Some pop to
the surface as a physical manifestation that gives rise to physical
events as we physically experience them.
Some the circular and spiral patterns give rise to the season and
movement of the planets. Kept purely on the physical realm, these
patterns give rise to physics, chemistry, geology, astronomy and the
like. Overlaid with metaphysics and the ability of some to perceive
beyond the physical these currents give rise to things like
astrology. However, until we get the minimum set of requisite
experience about these deep undercurrents to properly characterized
them before the manifest physically, we will not have a correct
interpretation.
What the author has found is the best way to look at any creative
endeavor, especially one that will take several years is that
creations grow and unfold. They are created by a seed conditions.
The seed condition is created within fertile conditions, will grow
and unfold. The seed condition can be simply an effect becoming the
cause for the next effect in an unending cause - effect chain or it
can be changed and modified. It can become the cause of a new
cause-effect chain. In either case the seed condition will germinate
and grow. It will draws from the unseen realms what is needed to
manifest as a physical creation and/or experience. The final
manifestation looks nothing like the seed that created it. Similarly
the fruit of the manifestation that creates the seed for the
continuation of what has manifested looks nothing like what has
manifested. Quite simply, the apple seed that gave rise to the apple
tree looks nothing like the seed. Similarly, the fruit of the apple
tree which contains the seed for the next generation looks nothing
like the apple tree.
The key to conscious creation is to become aware of the seeds we
plant and what the seeds look like that are created by the existing
creations. To become aware of the seeds and the what produces them,
we need to become mindful and aware of what get planted in our
mind.
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