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In looking back over the
events which created the space for the Ultimate Accident, there
is one thing the author did that he would say was really foolish.
Yet, it is that foolish thing that probably really set the stage for
the
Ultimate Accident. In hindsight, what he originally thought was
the most foolish thing he did wasn’t. Rather it was only a result of
something more profound.
What was happening since the author
set the
intention to do an experiment to see if he could create a
critical mass of enlightenment was that the Universe was providing
the doorways or opportunities. But he had to choose to walk through
them. Each opportunity provide another piece of the puzzle. A few
existed in parallel but most were in sequence. Certain things could
not happen until certain doorways were entered.
In working with a physician to create a mind body foundation about
this time, all the talk about contracts made the author think back
to a contract with the Universe he made about twenty one years
earlier. It was about the time when the author had
an experience as a healer. At that time he made a contract with
the Universe. In essence the contract was to resign as the manager
of the Universe. He saw how he was being enticed to “control”
circumstances and he didn’t want any part of that. In remembering
his contract, the author decided to revisit his contract,
incorporate what he had learned about creativity, and create a new
one.
The essence of the new contract was as follows:
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To understand and act on the
understanding that is obtained.
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To be a channel for
unconditional love.
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To be aware and
non-judgmental.
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To help set the internal
compass and navigation systems within the individual.
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To bind no one, and to remove
the binds of the bound - to let the birds fly and to help the
flowers to grow.
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To be a rainmaker, at one with
the universe.
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To act because it is right to
act, and leave the results to destiny.
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To do what is necessary to
achieve the above to the best of my abilities.
A few weeks later he realized that
unconditional love was routinely stated as the essential quality we
need for our lives. It seemed all the teachers and masters said it
is essential. His understanding of unconditional love at this time
was that if one was unconditional in their love, for example, loving
their enemy, they could accept and tolerate people they did not
like. In his understanding of unconditional love he could give to
people and be compassionate for people whom he would otherwise not
want to be around. For him, unconditional love was more about
accepting people he didn’t like rather than trying to change them.
But, unconditional love did not mean he had to work with people he
didn’t like. He was free to chose them out of his life and still be
unconditional in his love.
The author figured that, since there were a lot of conditions in
life of which he was not very accepting, he should develop
unconditional love and learn to be accepting and tolerant of those
things. So he did a foolish thing. It is probably the most foolish
thing he ever did. Yet it probably ended up being the most profound
catalyst for understanding and it had two relatively immediate
repercussions. He set the intention to become unconditional love and
then sought to reprogram himself to become it.
In setting the intention to become unconditional love, he was not
satisfied to just write out a clear intention. He felt a deeper
effort was needed. Knowing that inserting a thought before going to
sleep is a good way to access information, the author figured that
inserting the thought about becoming unconditional love before going
to sleep would better help create that state within himself.
He wrote out a clear intention and recorded it on a tape. The
transcript of that intention is provided as sample if you wish
to do something similar. He then mixed his voice recording
continually repeating the transcript with music of his choice. It
wasn’t a subliminal tape for you could clearly hear the voice with
the music. He then played that tape every night as he went to sleep.
His intention was to insert that message into that into that
twilight space between being awake and being asleep. He wanted to
bridge both the conscious and unconscious mind and bridge both the
awake and sleep state. In essence he was attempting to reprogram
himself at each and every level. He use the tape for a period of
about seven or eight months and took the tape and a tape player with
him even when he traveled.
Two things were almost immediately apparent from using this tape.
One was that his understanding of unconditional love shifted
radically. Although it would take several years to explain this
truth with, and through, the physics of the creative process, he
realized that the reason why it was necessary to love your enemy was
because only your enemy loves you enough to give you the experience
you need to have even if it means their death. This was a very
profound realization for the author. It radically changed his whole
concept of how we identify ourselves in life and how we need others
to give us the experiences we desire to have.
For an individual to be a soldier or a warrior, one needs someone to
fight. If a warrior, or anyone for that reason, wants to be able to
hate someone, or experience hate, to the degree they would want to
kill someone, only someone who loves you deeply would be willing to
give you that experience.
Think carefully about it. If you say, “I want the experience to be
able kill or destroy my adversary,” then why would anyone who does
not like you put themselves at risk of being destroyed? Try it and
see. Go up and asked the people in your life the following question.
Say to them, “For my own development, I need to have the experience
of powerful emotions - I need to hate someone so much that I could
and would kill them if I have the opportunity - will you make me so
angry and hateful such that I could have that experience?” If they
didn’t think you were crazy they may ask, “You mean you want to kill
me?” You, of course, being diplomatic would reply, “Not necessarily
- I just want to feel so angry at you that I would kill you if I had
the opportunity - would you give me the experience? But this is what
we do in life but we do it at a level of which we are not
consciously aware.
The physics of the creation process is what causes this to occur and
discussed on the web site
Creativity Physics. So, it is essential to learn to love our
enemy. They, as all before us, are only there giving us the
experience we ourselves have choose to have and/or in which we
agreed to participate at some level of our being. Becoming a
conscious creator is about making these subconscious aspects
conscious. It is making it conscious such that we raise the
subconscious conditions that gives rise to our experiences. We do so
that we can change those conditions to create something which better
serves who and what we are. Of course, if you like the life you have
and it is a life worth living, you have no need to change it.
In regard to this understanding, it is this understanding that
convinced the author he had no desire to ever be seen as a healer
even thought many told him what he did was good at healing. From the
creativity perspective and how we create the experiences we
desire, claiming the identity of a healer means you need to create
sick people to have your identity. Since the author has no desire to
create illness, suffering or pain, he realized that he needed
another way to view illness, accidents and diseases. In
exploring the creative process he came to realize that the identity
of a creator would not create sick people. Rather he would only
experience individuals who desire to create a different experience
in their life than the one they currently have. Being ill is only
one of a multitude of experiences you can have choose to change. If
the works with an individual who has an illness he does not work to
cure or heal the individual. Rather he works with the individual to
create a conditions that better serves what the individual desire to
experience in life. Something the individual heals themselves. Other
times the individual simply adopts a new perspective about the
illness they have.
The second thing which occurred almost immediately was an
opportunity was provided to act on unconditional love. The
opportunity was provided to create the space to free and protect one
of the “children” to which
the
calling the author received referred. Although, at this time, he
had yet to exactly understand who or what the children were. In
essence, the author was asked to do whatever needed to be done. What
needed to be done was to give unconditionally in whatever way
necessary. He needed to create the space for the individual’s
creative spirit to be free to create what they desired.
The author was asked to help an individual create something that
seemed to be irrationally motivated. In was irrationally motivated
not in what the individual desire to create but rather it was
irrational given the circumstances that currently existed in the
individual’s life. If asked, they could not really explain why they
wanted to create it. They were just drawn to do so and needed to do
it.
The individual desired to a retreat center. It would be a place were
individuals or a community of individuals, who shared a common
outlook and desire for a life, could come together in a way which
was mutually supportive and allowed for the journey in life at all
levels (physical, mental, emotional and spiritual) to be made with
someone rather than alone. It was to be a safe and secure space
where an individual could have the freedom to explore and act to
manifest their
heart’s desire. Its essential difference from existing places
was that the retreat center would give the individual the freedom to
explore, discover and act on the truth of their own being rather
than following some external tradition, social, religious, spiritual
or otherwise.
The author looked at why the individual was having difficulty to
manifest what they desired. He looked to see what needed to be done
and did whatever was required. One thing that needed to be done was
to obtain clarity about what was desired and why. What became clear
to the author was that the individual was not providing the type of
clarity he desired as to why they wanted to create what they said
they desired to create. It appeared to him the “root” desire was not
being addressed or fully expressed. So he did what he always thought
was the most foolish thing he ever did. That is until he realized
that the only reason why he did it was because of the intention he
set to embody unconditional love - which was even more foolish.
In helping this individual, for some reason or another, the author
felt obligated to not lead the individual away from what they wanted
to create. What they were asking to create would have required a
significant investment financially and a tremendous commitment of
their life. But they really did not appear to be in a position to
make such an investment of money or their life. He saw clarity was
lacking. But he did not know how to move the individual to clarity
at to what was really motivating them.
So, in order to focus himself, he took a piece of string and put one
end on his heart and the other on their heart and said, “I am
connect my heart to yours so that I can read what is in it - there
is a check valve such that I can read yours but you will get nothing
from me - you are protected.” In many ways he did that as a ritual
for himself so as to not clutter his actions with his desires but to
focus this attention and awareness on their desires.
Form a conscious awareness viewpoint, nothing seemed different in
what he knew about the individual’s desire. But, subconsciously,
there was an awareness and he intuitively followed that awareness.
When he did so, he came face to face with what could only be
described as the individual's
creative spirit. It is called a spirit for
the author had other experiences in life years earlier as a
healer that allowed him to recognize what seemed to be entities that
existed apart from, separate from, or different than, one’s normal
self. The spirit which was released was like an entirely different
person. Yet it was not a separate entity. It was only a part of this
individual that was so unexpressed that it appeared foreign and
separate from them. It had the potential to completely and radically
transform their life if they were willing to allow it to lead. In
essence it contained their
charisma that he experienced years earlier in a spiritual and
religious context.
What the author came to understand over time was that creative
spirit within the individual that would manifest with their charisma
was desperate to come out. It was propelling them to become
creative. It instilled them with a vision that went well beyond what
their mind and life could provide at the time. In essence, our
creative spirit screams to our mind “You will never succeed beyond
the size of your vision” and pushes us toward a vision or a dream, a
heart’s desire, that goes was well beyond what our mind understands.
In placing the string on their heart, the author was only responding
to the third thing that resulted from intention to embody
unconditional love. Without his conscious awareness, he stepped into
an alternative way to live life. In fact he stepped into the
alternative way to live life that his conscious mind had
started a journey to discovered. However his mind was too
preoccupied with its own thinking to see what he had found. It would
take the author years to finally get past the mind and consciously
return to this awareness.
When the author looked deeply at what was motivating the individual
he come to see what this individual’s creative spirit wanted to
create was so different than what the individual’s life was giving
them that you could say he was faced with a completely different
entity. As the author contemplated this realization over time, he
then began to realize from where many of the problems he was
encountering in the work place came.
This creative desire within each individual can only be called a
spirit for it has a life of its own and
it will create life if given the opportunity. This creative
spirit has a passion to express itself and we can feel its passion.
If it is not allowed to create consciously it will do so
subconsciously. It will find a way to challenge its own creativity
to create. In essences it looks for a way to challenge itself and if
not done consciously it will do so subconsciously. When we are not
in alignment with this creative spirit or unaware of what it
desires, we will feel a separation in life. We will feel in some way
we are separated from the source of life.
The third thing that resulted form this intention to become
unconditional love was the author was drawn to
look for an alternative way to live life. As already alluded to
above, the author has simultaneously started a conscious journey to
look for an alternative way. At the time, the journey to look for an
alternative way to live life appeared totally independent from the
intention he set to become or embody unconditional love. But in
hindsight, it is clear they were integrally linked in more ways than
one . The first connection between the intention to embody
unconditional love and the alternative way was that piece of string
which connected two hearts. But unfortunately the author was
consciously unaware of that fact.
In the end, what the author come to understand about the creative
process is what is
symbolized in the heart and what we each carry in our heart
interconnected with every other heart. There was more symbolism in
connecting that piece of string to another’s heart than the author
could ever understand at the time. In reaching to touch that heart,
the author was reaching out to touch one of the children to which
the voice of
the
calling which asked, “Who will protect my children?” was
referring. The children are the creative spirit which lies in each
heart and the offspring those creative spirits are capable of
producing. How the interconnection with others works and why, and
how to use it, is the whole basis of the Releasing Your Unlimited
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