There an on going issue involving
pain inherent within Creation. As discussed in “A
Creation Story for the Creativity Perspective,” the infinite
consciousness within Creation shattered itself into an infinite
number of fragments. Each fragment being totally unique unlike any
other fragment. Yet each fragment simultaneously one with this
infinite consciousness for it is a part of the whole and can never
be separated from it. This separation is the illusion of Creation
and the illusion of mind created for the sake of experiencing
Creation.
Whenever one of the fragments of the infinite consciousness realizes
the infinity of its own being and/or the uniqueness of its own
being, it will realize that there is no one individual that can meet
all its needs. That is what it means to be unique. It will literally
take an infinite number of beings to fully meet its needs. In this
realization it will become lonely for there will be no one who can
meet all of its unique needs. Yet, in this awareness, the fragment
of Consciousness will simply have returned to that state of the
original Consciousness that shattered itself. The fragment of
Consciousness will simply come to the realization that there is
nothing other than the awareness it possesses. In this awareness it
will become very lonely and that loneliness will again fuel creation
to create a new Creation. The process is endless. We are simply
Consciousness looking for Its playmate to experience Itself. The
issue we face is pain of the loneliness. So rather than face the
true depth and breadth of this pain, we stay in the illusion of
Creation experiencing only a part of this pain from time to time.
It needs to be realized that the “stuff” of your consciousness and
its awareness is the same “stuff” out of which the Consciousness of
all that is arose. Your consciousness and awareness is the same
“stuff” as the Consciousness and awareness of all that is. This
ability you have to feel is the same ability Consciousness has to
feel. It is no different. If you realize your uniqueness and realize
no one can meet you totally, one for one, in your uniqueness you
will feel a loneliness. The ultimate pain we face is the pain of our
own uniqueness.
As such, pain is not something you can ultimately escape if you are
truly going to embrace who and what you are. If you don’t feel a
loneliness that borders on being painful if not outright pain to one
degree or another, you have simply numbed what you feel in some way.
To think you can transcend to some “spiritual” realm to recognize
the true essence of who and what you are and not feel loneliness at
your uniqueness, you are fooling yourself and you remain in the
illusion of Creation. To access the depth and breath of your being
and live in the awareness of who and what you are you will have to
learn to be happy with what is including a deep loneliness that
stems from your own uniqueness. In this knowing, you can use the
loneliness to fuel your creative efforts to create a creation that
serves you and not one where you run in fear such that you seek a
playmate not out of need or lack but out of a desire to share the
wonder of Creation. Hence the statement, “Creation was created out
of love and the desire to of the Creation to share Its Creation.”
Pain is a fuel. It is the fuel for Creation/creation. At this point
in time, humanity is asleep as to who and what it really is.
Consequently there is much pain in the world trying to awaken
consciousness as to its true nature. However, rather than feel the
pain, people are doing everything they can think of to numb the pain
and/or otherwise not feel the pain. There may be a few individuals
who have a glimmer of who and what they are but even they have not
bridged the pain of their own uniqueness. If they did, they would be
teaching people about how to deal with it and teaching individuals
how to recreate themselves rather than trying to convince them to
transcend the physical conditions.
As was said, the ultimate pain is the pain of one’s own uniqueness.
That is, there is no one else in the universe like you. You are
totally unique and there no other being that can fully meet and
embrace who and what you are. That realization is painful if it is
truly embraced. However, that pain is the fuel of Creation itself
and is what started the whole creation process. When we avoid pain,
and why we have pain, we put ourselves to sleep. We numb the pain or
distract ourselves in some way and that leads to addictions. When
faced with pain, we can choose to either avoid it and stay asleep as
to it cause or we awaken to the cause.
To awaken to its cause, we have to set the intention to do so and
then follow our intuitive guidance as to how to find it. In
awakening to its cause we awake ourselves to who and what we are. In
that realization we will face the ultimate pain in that there is no
one other than us. That is what uniqueness means. That uniqueness
gives rise to a loneliness and the loneliness creates the desire to
have someone with whom to share who and what we are. That desire
causes us to become the
phoenix to destroy ourselves as we are and create a new world, a
new reality. Then in that new reality, we can do one of two things.
One is to go back to sleep and experience the creation we create.
The other is we become aware that our uniqueness only fueling our
efforts to create someone with whom to play and share our creation.
Here we learn to enjoy the experiences we create becoming like the
wind - free and unattached - coming with nothing and leaving with
nothing.
It must be remembered creation is not something you do alone for the
whole purpose of Creation is to find and experience a playmate. You
need others to reveal yourself to yourself. Others will cause you to
become aware of ideas, concepts, and the like that you never knew
were inside of you. Consciousness defines itself by the experiences
it has and as you experience yourself, you give yourself an
identity. If you remain alone and independent of others, you will
define yourself one way. If you remain with others and/or dependent
on others, you will define yourself another way. If you dance
between being alone and with others you will define yourself a third
way. None of these ways are any better or worse than any other. But
they obviously have a great influence on what you experience and how
you define yourself.
You are an infinite being with an infinite number of aspects. It
will take an infinite number of playmates to experience all aspects
of your being. So you will need to play with others to understand
who and what you are. Eventually you will come to the realization
that you are an infinitely unique being having experiences to awaken
you to who and what you really are. In any case, eventually you will
come to the realization that you are one and the same as that
infinite Consciousness that started the whole process in the first
place. You will know that what stands before you, no matter who or
what it is, is simply what you yourself has created and it is there
to give you the experience that you, yourself, desired to have. This
does not come immediately but comes slowly in an evolution.
You will find there is a transition that will occur in you. You will
initially see that each of us are independent points of
consciousness individually creating the world we experience but in a
collective fashion. Then in time, you will come to the realization
that you are only Consciousness experiencing itself in an infinite
number of ways. One no better than any other. Each just different.
You will come to find you have only chosen to have a physical
experience to view Creation from within Creation and you are doing
it a multitude of different ways and you will stay with the view you
have until you have completed the experience you chose to have.
As you may suspect, there are some profound implications for your
life if you choose to live and experiment with this perspective.
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