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The source of our being is what
gives us life and allows us to feel a
passion for live and for
living. It is a feeling. It is a deep feeling which inspires us to
act. It is a feeling that makes us feel deeply alive. When we are at
the optimum point, we are aware of the infinity of the depth of this
feeling. For some it is frightening and appears as a deep abyss. For
others it provides such a feeling of expansion that they are
terrified they will blow up like a balloon and pop.
This feeling will be accompanied by an image or thought as to what
we think give rise to this feeling or is the cause of this feeling.
Most see it as an external causes. Many of us see it as that
individual to whom we become attached and call our “soul mate” or
our
beloved. Others of see it externally but something so huge that
it cannot be embodied in a human form so we see it as the
Beloved or
as
God.
Yet wherever we think is in error and whatever we feel is only the
tip of the iceberg. When at the source of our being we stand at a
bridge point. Looking outward, we have the
passion, the energy the
desire to engage life to create something of intrinsic value to us wether it be an experience or some object. Looking inward and
outside of what we think and believe about ourselves we will find
and access the
Source of Creation.
However, we cannot step into the
Source of Creation for our own
mind
and
what we think and believe keeps us out if
it. It is something we fall or stumble into as in the
Ultimate Accident. We can create the conditions to increase the possibility
of an experience of the
Source. But there is nothing we can do that
will give us the experience. The whole journey to live the
truth of our being and explore the depth and breadth of our
unlimited creativity will increase the possibility of accessing the Source. It
is not so much by design but a natural byproduct of living
our truth and acting on our inherent unlimited creativity.
The reason for this is as we come to see if we stumble into the
Source is that the source of our being and the
Source of Creation
are actually one and the same. Hence, being at the source is a
bridge point. We do see and experience them as one and the same
because of our
mind and what we think. Mind is finite and a product
of Creation. It is too small a vehicle to hold an experience of the
Source. So, whatever it experiences it encapsulates and
characterizes as a thought or image based on the experience it has
had and creates the source of our being.
The energy that flows form the
Source is the same flow of energy in
the source of our being. When we are in that flow of energy and
totally surrendered to that flow, we are in the Source. We just do
not realize it because
mind keeps focusing on what it knows and has experienced. We may
know the source but we can only feel the Source. In any case, we can
act on the knowledge and know we have an infinite Source available
to us to create what we desire. However, to act on that knowledge,
we need a vessel, container or
belief
system that is large enough to contain the flow of energy we
access to create what we desire or we need to simply
step out of mind
and
surrender
to the flow without
attachment.
It needs to be understood, there is
a price to pay for any creative effort.Because of the nature of
the
creative process and what it means to create, there is
a sacrifice and what needs to be sacrifice cannot be known by
mind before hand. It is here whatever we create should somehow
be offered to others. Either what we create is for others and not
ourselves or we give to others what we have found. It is in giving
we open ourselves to the flow from the
Sourceand
we become a pass through for the Source. We cannot hold what comes
from the Source or control it with our mind.
The Source is infinite and we are finite. If we try and hold what we
access, we will destroy ourselves in some way and keep ourselves in
separation. However, we can be a pass through. If we allow what is
in us that is coming out of us in the form of
our creativity
and somehow direct it to another or others without expectations
and/or
attachments, we become a pass through. We can experience the
Source within and sustain what we found. We seeming separate
ourselves from the Source when we try and hold it in some way or
control it.
We can look at issue as follows. To create any experience we need a
certain amount of energy. To direct that energy into what we desire
we need a certain size pipe so to speak that is sufficient large to
channel the flow and not loose any of the energy we need. However,
if the pipe or channel we are trying to use is too small to carry
the energy, we will be unable to create what we desire. The size of
the pipe or channel is determined by our
belief system. To create something huge, we need a huge channel
or container.
This is why individuals who create large projects often have a huge
ego. It is not that we need a huge ego to create huge projects.
But what often happens is holding a belief system that allows for us
to create huge projects gives the individual a huge ego. The ego is
the product of the belief system. We can, and individuals do have,
beliefs systems that are capable of creating huge projects but yet
have an ego that is very pleasant to be around. If we hold to a
perspective where we hold our creativity sacred and not our ego, we
are free to
surrender
to whatever flow is required and move to accommodate the flow in
whatever way we need. In essence, we become a creative shape shifter
and shift our shape according to the needs of the unfolding
creation.
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