Becoming our truth
06 Becoming a conscious creator

 

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Becoming a Conscious Creator: Recreate ourselves true to who and what we are and the gifts we have found (the gifts we incarnated to bring) in a way that allows us to function in our truth and live our unique role in the world in which we live. It can be experienced as the Kundulini rising. It is to choose what we desire to create from within a wholeness of being in light of the reason for our incarnation.

Background

Becoming the conscious creator is to become mindful and aware of the truth of our being and to have some degree explored the depth and breadth of that truth. It is then to consciously bring and live that truth in the world

When we live our truth and are able to express it in the world, there is a passion for life and for living Accessing our truth and giving ourselves the space to live it is often felt as a release and rush of energy. The first time it is experience seems very special and has been described as things like the kundalini experience in some of the Eastern mystical traditions.

Many do not realize the kundalini experience and the rush of energy is only the free expression of our creative life energy. Most only associate experiences like the kundalini experience with Eastern mystical traditions in which they have elected to participate to achieve some set goal and as a mystical experience otherwise unobtainable. However, it is only the rush of energy we feel whenever we achieve what we truly desire to create. Such an experience is only the creator experiencing the flow of energy into its new creation. The different in creating an experience and becoming the free expression of our truth is that the free expression of our truth provides and inner satisfaction that never runs dry no matter what is happening in our world. The rush of energy we experience when we create something not in alignment with the truth of our being tends to evaporate and the feelings are lost after a short period of time.

The issue we face in living the free expression of our truth in the world is that it is not something we have previously done and our mind has consciously experienced. The last time we experienced it was as a very young child before mind developed and became aware of itself. It is a feeling we remember but mind has no conscious memory of the experience. So mind is of little value in directing us in life to live the free expression of our truth. However, every time we begin to feel and remember these early feelings we also feel the fear, pain and other discomforting feelings which causes us to develop response patterns to life to protect ourselves. Most often we will need to address these pains and fears of early life to be able to live our truth.

In facing these feelings of fear and pains, they are something which must be felt..We will need to rely on our internal compass, our intuitive guidance and body wisdom to lead us in life. The recommended approach is to navigate from what is symbolized in our heart. It is to allow the heart and what we feel to intend the direction for our life and have mind attend to the details to details to make it happen. This creates a dance between the heart and the mind

The dance between heart and mind is to realize we needed to be guided in life by and through a feeling. In particular, it is the feel of our truth. We each need to learn to discern our personal truth to know what is true for us. However, it is mind who will show us the particular path we need to take based on what it has experienced to date about the world and what it knows and understands about the world.

The problem is mind most probably will not have the necessary minimum set of experience to properly characterize the feeling of our truth and the feeling of its free expression. The last time we experienced the free expression of our truth in physical life was as a very young child before mind developed and began to control our life. Hence we will have to gain a set of experience to properly characterize how we can live in the world yet be true to the free expression of our truth. We will have to give ourselves permission to do our own experiments to gain those experiences. In doing so, it needs to be remembered that there are no mistakes, there are only learning experiences to learn what does and doesn’t work to create what we desire.

To make this journey, we dance between heart and mind by feeling what we need to do and then allow mind to interpret that feeling. We then need to follow mind’s interpretation until the feeling begins to become lost. When this occurs, we go back to the feeling and look for a new interpretation by mind as to what we need to do. This become a dance going to and from heart and mind. Initially the swings may become quite large as we being to open ourselves to feeling subtle energy changes. In time, the swings and oscillations become less and less and we become very aware of the direction we need to go in life to freely express our truth.

Recommendations for becoming the creator

Accessing and using our intuitive guidance and body wisdom: Explore methods, techniques and opportunities to access and use our intuitive guidance. Look to see what types and kinds of experiences cause our body wisdom to speak to us. Look to make all our decision in life accompanied by a check of our intuitive guidance and body wisdom

Become mindful and aware: Look to become mindful and aware of the thoughts and feelings we have and when and where we have them. Look to “read” the energy of any situation through the thoughts and feelings which arise. Look to see what types and kinds of situations allow us to freely live our truth and those that somehow stifle, thwart or otherwise suppress the free expression of our truth

Creation ritual: Knowing what we think we need to do in life and what we think we need to do to have the free expression of our truth, create a creation ritual. Create a ritual that allow is to symbolically and/or literally embody the life we wish to have and to create. The ritual should allows us to do things that create a deep feeling in alignment with the feel of our truth. The creation ritual may need to be an initiation and we may need the help of another or others to create it. What needs to be emphasized is that it needs to be a ritual that allows us to proverbially “draw a line in the sand” and create a emotionally filled memory that will catalyze our life to live our truth when we encounter difficulties in expressing our truth.

Reconstitution: Reconstitution is a dynamic process where we reconstitute our unlimited creative ability and power in that we learn to manage and control our creative life energy consolidating it into a single point focus to create what we desire.

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