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At the time of the
Ultimate Accident, the author had just chosen to begin to
consciously explore the unseen realms of Creation as part of his
exploration of into creativity. As was stated in “Finding
an Alternative Way,” he chose to start this exploration of the
unseen with talking to some psychics to see what they see in the
unseen realm. He had many experiences with spiritual and religious
teachers and guides about the unseen. He now wanted to explore what
the secular world said about such things. One psychic with whom he
first began to work said that the author’s journey will be twin
spirals, one spiraling up while the other simultaneously spirals
down. At the time the author did not really understand to what this
psychic was referring.
About six months after having experienced the Ultimate Accident, the
author was working with a second psychics. This psychic commented on
the status of the author’s journey into creativity by saying, “It is
like you were in a box. You have punched out all the sides but you
are still trying to figure out how to punch out the top and the
bottom.” The author’s first thought was, “Well, if I am in a box,
and I have punched out the sides, why do I need to punch out the top
and the bottom to get out. With no sides, I am no longer in the
box.” Here again, he did not understand to exactly what the psychic
was referring. Also, there was no association with what the first
psychic said six months earlier.
Although the author did not really understand to what either of the
psychics were really referring, it didn’t trouble him. To him, it
didn’t seem to matter. His course was set. He knew the direction in
which he needed to travel and he wasn’t about to let anything stop
him if it was within his power. He would explore and face whatever
needed to explored. Nine years later the author realized exactly to
what these two psychics were referring. Why it too nine years is
discussed in the topic “Why
the Second Half of the Journey Took Nine Years.”
The realization came when working with an individual. The individual
had commented how as a child they were very reluctant to go to
church with their parents. The individual commented to the author
how around the age of five or six, they remember telling their
father, “I don’t want to go to your church” as they were being drug
off to church.
So, the author said, “I want you to take me to your church. Take me
to that place that inspires you and you feel close to that Divine
presence. Show me the types and kinds of rituals that you would do
to contact God as you understand God, not what you parents or anyone
else said you should do.” The individual was stymied. They did not
know how to respond. Yet, it was clear to the author the individual
needed to understand who and what God was for them Not what they
were taught or thought about God, but what really catalyzed their
life.
About five or six weeks later, the author received a phone call from
this individual. They were thrilled about a piece of property by the
shore they had found and wanted the author to see it. So he went to
see it. When they arrive, the individual was overjoyed and thrilled
to show the author the property and what was available on the land.
The individual was enthused with joy. It was difficult for the
individual to contain themselves. It was in that moment the author
knew the individual had taken him to “their church.” It wasn’t the
house that was important, it was in the location and view the
individuals was able to access what was really important and gave
them life.
About three weeks later, the author received another call from the
same individual. They had attended a small, relatively private,
workshop that addressed some facets of sexuality that the individual
never really thought about and/or fully understood. As the author
and the individual discussed the observations they had made, what
they had learned, and what it meant for them it was clear the
individual didn’t understand sexuality, their own sexuality and had
never been allowed to explore the facets of sexuality. It was clear
the individual had little understand of sexuality as the creative
force and power that it is and less understanding as a creative
force in their life.
In that conversation, the author suddenly realized what was meant by
the top and the bottom of the box and the twin spirals. It was in
this moment the author felt a completion to the journey which he had
started so long ago. It was in that moment the author realized there
were two issues essential to an individual accessing the depth and
breadth of their creative power and ability. They were issues he
explored but was always reluctant to directly address with
individuals for it would take him into discussion that really didn’t
serve the situation. It many ways these issues were reflective of
the
discussion on the movie “The Enemy Below.” More often than not,
if he allowed himself to get into a discussion or argument about
what one believed about God or sexuality, he would be taken of
course from the mission that needed to be accomplished.
Nevertheless, he realized that both God and sexuality must somehow
be directly addressed by any individual who desires to explore the
depth and breadth of their true creative power and ability. They
also need to be address by anyone who desires to get conscious
control over what they create in their life. What one believes about
God and sexuality, and how they choose to use/act or not use/act on
those beliefs, have a tremendous impact on the creative power and
ability they access and what one can or cannot create in their life.
Yet that are subjects that cannot be readily discussed for the all
the “baggage” they carry.
In fact, he had observed and knew since the
Ultimate Accident that it was these two areas which most often
limited individuals in their creative efforts even when there was no
need to explore nor access the depth and breadth of their
creativity. There was not an individual with whom he had worked to
help them access their creative power at some level in some way
where each of these issues surfaced in some way.
In making this realization there was the realization of the
completion of the journey into exploring creativity. The first half
of the journey was an exploration into the sides of the box. The
second have of the journey into the exploration of the top and
bottom of the box. It was also realized the initial information put
on the web needed to be restructured and replaced. In fact, it
shortly became clear that all of the author’s writing and material
on creativity needed to be revisited. It needed to be revisited to
find a way or ways to help the individual address these two issues.
This in turn gave rise for the need for the
Creative Sexuality and
Creativity Spirituality home pages to assist individuals in
addressing these issues.
Two months later the essence of the issues relative to these two
areas and our creativity were summarized in an email to another
individual with whom the author was working.
“The two issue you face to answer the question as to why you create
characters who try to suck your energy, stifle or destroy your
creative energy are the following.
1. You have not yet found a way to understand the creative force of
the Universe in a way that fits your uniqueness based on the
experiences you have had in life. Rather than doing what you need to
do and do your own experiments as to how this creative force works
in your life and to face what it looks like to you, you have been
listening to, and using, the experience of others at the expense
of your own creative power. You have yet to fully develop an
intimate relationship with your creative spirit and follow its lead
to the source of your creative power regardless of what you mind
thinks and believe about where it leads. To do so would turn your
life upside down and that is terrifying to mind. So too others. They
would rather suck your energy than go to the source of their
creative power to create what they see in you. That too is
terrifying to them. So in the end, we look outside ourselves and try
and suck from another what we refuse to create within our own being.
2. You have not yet learned how to use sexuality and, in particular,
your sexuality as the creative force that it is. Rather than looking
to explore and observe what really lies behind sexuality, you have
again listened to others and their experiences at the expense of
your own creative power. Some of it is very deep programming. Rather
than observing how this creative force works in your life and the
lives of others, and, as lead by your creative spirit, to do you own
experiments. (This does not mean you need to engage with someone
sexually - there are other ways to experiment with sexuality and
never become sexual with someone.) You have not learned to
understand how this force works in your life as the creative force
that it is in your life and the lives of others.
Much of the Releasing Your Unlimited Creativity understanding and
the writing that stems from this understanding is to finds ways to
explain to people what is needed to both understand and address the
two statements above. In particular it is about accessing the
internal and external
creative powers/Creative Powers available to us both of which
are integrally time to our understanding of God and sexuality.
What has been discovered in working with individuals is that one
cannot, and will not, get the answers they need by reading the works
of others, talking to others no matter who that other is, or in any
way thinking the ultimate answer lies outside themselves. We must do
our own experiments to see what really allows the creative power to
flow in our life and what takes our creative power away. Although
there are great similarities between individuals, we are each unique
and what works for one will not necessarily work for another. We
each must explore what is effective in our life.
Each of us must consciously experiment and challenge the
understanding our mind has about God, the
creative powers/Creative Powers of Creation, and sexuality. Most
often what we understand has been given to us and is not necessarily
based on experience. How we do our experiments and challenge God,
the creative powers/Creative Powers and sexuality are our choice. We
have a free will and free to do what we wish. There are no judgments
on what we choose other than those we lay on ourselves. But there
are consequences for the time and place in which we reside and we
must be willing to accept the consequences we create by our actions.
If you establish an
intimate relationship with your
creative spirit it can lead you in a safe way to explore your
creative power (including sexuality) at each and every level of your
being in a way that will protect your life at each of those levels.
You creative sprit is what
gives you your life and seeks life. It will look to find a safe
way for you to explore what you need to explore so that you can have
life more fully and more abundantly. However, you will have to list
to it and not the mind and what it wants.
In essence, from a creativity perspective and holding one’s
creativity sacred, what goes on in the traditional fifth, sixth and
seventh
chakra block the flow of energy upward. They are more related to
one’s concepts of God and how one plugs into the unseen. The first,
second, and third chakra block the flow of energy downward and are
more related to one’s concepts of sexuality and how one plugs into
seen world. What sustains one’s being and flows and through the
heart is the source/Source of one’s creative power/Creative Power.
Yet the traditional views and teachings of the fourth chakra, the
heart chakra, do little to effectively address what is
symbolized by the heart.
The creative force and power is a flow of energy within our being.
It must flow freely. What blocks the flow is determined by how we
plug into the unseen realms and how we plug into the physical realm.
The goal is to get rid of all the reasons why we can not live fully
in flow with what arises from within our being for that is what is
arising from the
source/Source of our being.
Each of need an understanding that makes it safe for us to do the
experiments we need to do and establish an intimate relationship
with our creative spirit. Such an understanding is where we take a
creative perspective about life and look to see what we need to
do to
hold our creativity and creative power sacred in the way we need
to do unique to our own being such that our creative spirit flows
freely. Most of us copy others and/or seek their permission for we
do not give ourselves permission to our own explorations. We look to
others what we must do ourselves.
Most know that sex in a fertile space will create a physical child.
Most do not have any clue that sex is always in a fertile space and
there always is a child, a energetic child, but a child nonetheless.
That initial understanding to catalyze an exploration of this issue
was revealed in the author’s meditation-dream awareness discussed in
“An
Awareness About Sexuality.” It doesn’t matter whether the couple
is heterosexual or homosexual and it doesn’t matter what type and
kind of sex it is. Most do not want the children and the life they
conceive in their sexuality for that is not were they find their
passion in life. Some find their identity in their children but not
their passion. Most want the joy and pleasure that sex can provide.
Few want the life that goes with it or as a result of it. Yet,
nevertheless there is a life created.
Many will tell you they want the physical children that is why the
get married or have sex. But when you look deeper you find their
statement does not mean they want the life that goes with child,
whether that child is the physical or energetic life. Most are
seeking something else. For some, even today, children are an
insurance policy in old age. For others they are accidents. For
others children are an identity. For others children are someone to
keep them from loneliness. Still, for others they our only a fact of
life and that is what humans do - have children. Their parents had
children so many think that is what they are suppose to do.
The awareness of the fact that many do not what the child of the
sexuality only became clear to the author as result of a robbery as
discussed in “You
Work for the Others.” It was here received a vital piece of
understanding as to the true nature of the children that the voice
in
the calling referred when the author was asked, “Who will
protect my children?” Yet, it is only is understanding how to punch
out of the top and the bottom of the box that holds our creativity
captive that the children, physical or energetic, can be protected.
Both protect the childlike creative spirit within and the offspring
created by that childlike creative spirit.
If you look carefully at the Releasing Your Unlimited Creativity
application web sites you will see that all they do is provide
the basic understanding of how to begin to address all sides of the
box in which our creative spirit is held captive in a cage of our
own making. The material addresses the bars of limitation of the
lack of awareness that make up the cage. The information is provided
so that the children may be protected. The Releasing Your Unlimited
Creativity material is provided to protect that child which lies
within your own heart, and which expresses itself as your creative
spirit, and the children your create with this life, both physical
and energetic by how you do, or don’t, allow that creative spirit to
create.
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