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There was an event which occurred while the
author was consciously switching from the
professional path to the
mystical path as the primary focus of his life. It was about two
years after the
Ultimate Accident. It metaphorically foretold what the Releasing
Your Unlimited Creativity
approach would look like. The event
involved the dream of an individual with whom the author was drawn
to work through a series of synchronicity. The full significance of
the dream, nor its importance, were not realized until seven years
after the experience about the time the workshop on the nurturing
creative
feminine power was being created which subsequently gave rise to
the
Feminine Power and Creativity web site.
The author has had several experiences of appearing or being in
people’s dreams before the individuals had met him. Appearance in
people’s dreams had happened frequently enough to not surprise the
author. On one occasion he appeared in the dream of a lady with whom he
was to work to help her in her creative efforts. The dream foretold
in its own way the essence of the Releasing Your Unlimited
Creativity
approach and the understanding as to how you properly use
the feminine nurturing energy to nurture a creative endeavor. The
dream went as follows, told from her perspective.
“I was in the living room of my house and I was expecting guests.
There was this big fat lady sitting in the room. She said that I had
to clean the house up before I could receive the guests and she
began to supervise my efforts. When I went into the bathroom I
discovered it was all covered and spattered with feces. The big fat
lady made me clean it all up before my guest could arrive. I
literally and figuratively had to “clean up my shit.” I knew in the
dream that the big fat lady was Ken and he was holding me
accountable to what I needed to clean up in my life.”
There are probably a variety of ways you can interpret this dream.
Yet, this dream became the essence of the Releasing Your Unlimited
Creativity
material and
understanding in several ways. It is to become a
shape
shifter. There needs to be a
nurturing feminine creative energy to supply both the
safe and secure space and
the nurturing creative energy to fuel the creation for the desired
creation to grow and unfold. In particular, to become more
creatively
feminine than the individual whose
creative spirit is to be
called forth.
From a
creativity perspective, and part of the
creative process, the feminine can, and will, pull out of the
masculine things the masculine does not know it is capable of doing.
In many ways the masculine does not know what is inside of itself. It
takes the
feminine to pull out its essence. The work the author did
for this client was to become more feminine than her
inner feminine to call forth
the masculine aspect of her
creative spirit to thrust out into the world. That is, she
needed to learn to speak and live
her truth in the world. Her truth and the energy and power to
live that truth were
long suppressed by the world in which she grew up. Although she was
very successful in life, she was not living her truth and true to
the essence of her being. She was living what she was programmed to
life.
The author simply created a
safe and secure space to awaken and call forth the truth
that was within her being. He became the
rainmaker to awaken
her truth and allow it to grow within her
being. Then he became the
dream midwife given her the space and means for her truth to
birth and come into the world. Then he reminded in her life much
like a
dream midwife until her truth was strong enough to stand on its
own two feet in the world. Strong enough to defend itself and not
retreat what it was thwarted in its express as it did as a child.
To become this
rainmaker,
dream midwife and
dream midwife a part of oneself
must die to be able to give to the creation what is necessary and
not what
mind thinks or wants to give. It is to create a safe
nurturing space such that the individual’s
creative spirit is free
to unfold true to itself. Without a
nurturing feminine creative energy, the creative spirit will
essentially die as discussed in “Isolation
- the experience of a three year old.” It will either destroy
itself much as the three year old child tried to do or, it will slow
starve for lack of nourishment. Or it can become so wounded it will
withdraw and seek to protect itself - reluctant, if not refusing, to
come out. Yet for that creative spirit to come out, someone must
call it forth. But they must
call it forth and give it the
safe and secure space to be true to itself.
Otherwise, the creative spirit will feel betrayed. It is to do what
needs to be done to nurture the creative spirit.
What was done for this particular individual was the space was
created for her to thrust out in
her truth. To “clean up her shit”
this individual, as we all ultimately need to do, needed to drop and
clear up all the conscious and
nonconscious reasons why she was
unable to step into and live from her truth in her life. She had to
drop the programming of what it meant to be female and how she was
taught to please those in her life at the expense of
her own truth.
It can be said she had to learn to live true to what was
symbolized in the heart - that is
true to the flow of energy within her being , her
creative spirit - and
to go where it wants to lead. She had to learn to
allow her heart to intend her life and allow
mind to attend to
the details to make it happen
For this to happen, someone had to become more creatively
feminine
than she. That is, more feminine is the sense of nurturing her
creative spirit better then her mind could nurture it. In doing so,
her
masculine creative energy was called forth to thrust out into
the world and defend what she needed to do in accordance with
her truth. The masculine aspect of her being, reflected in her truth,
needed time to grow and find itself. When her masculine creative
energy became strong enough to thrust out without compromising her
truth, it was able to clear the way for her feminine creative energy
to properly nurture her creative spirit in the way it needed to be
nourished.
What became clear over time was the Releasing Your Unlimited
Creativity
understanding is about the
nurturing feminine creative energy and the ability inherent in
the author to create a space of nurturing creative feminine energy
but available to each of us.
At
age three the author’s
creative spirit knew that it could not become what it needed to
become without that nurturing feminine creative energy. Although the
author always had that inherent ability to create that
safe and secure space
and could unconsciously tap into it as reflected in
his experience as a healer, it took the
Ultimate Accident and what he experience to catalyze the
masculine aspect of his being to thrust out in it truth. In the
light of the awareness of the
source/Source, he saw how much of his truth was denied by the
world in which he live and created.
So too each of us. The understanding about the
creative spirit and
the
nurturing feminine creative energy lied dormant or
subconscious
within our being much like the author. It lied dormant or
subconscious until a space is created where we are given the choice
to act on awakening it or allowing it to remain asleep. In returning
to a conscious experience of the source of our creative power and
the understanding about the creative spirit and the nurturing
feminine creative energy will be awakened. They will slowly be revealed
overtime to evolve into a
charisma unique to our being. In the
author's case, it was the Releasing Your Unlimited Creativity
material and
understanding that is now available.
The Next Step
The blossoming and ripening of self/Self
An Alternative step
The recovery of a creative spirit - a soul retrieval
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